Victoria SanJuan Opens Up About Heartbreaking Loss on Below Deck Mediterranean
The newest episode of Below Deck Mediterranean Season 10, which aired on September 29, 2025, shared one of the most emotional moments of the season. New stew Victoria SanJuan opened up to her crewmates about a personal tragedy that still affects her every day. While chatting with Chief Stew Aesha Scott and fellow stew Kizzi Kitchener, Victoria explained that she is single — but not because of a breakup. Her story comes from deep heartbreak.
Victoria Reveals Her Boyfriend Passed Away Eleven Months Ago
Victoria shared that her boyfriend, Bon, passed away less than a year ago — and the pain still feels fresh. What makes the loss even harder is that it happened on her birthday. She described the moment as something she will never forget. Bon was a dive instructor, skilled and confident in the water, which made his sudden death even more confusing for her. Victoria said the whole situation felt like a “mystery,” because nothing about it made sense.
How Victoria and Bon Met
Victoria first met Bon when she was trying to earn her dive certification. What started as a simple class turned into a beautiful relationship. They quickly became close and spent most of their time together, exploring new places and enjoying adventures. She described their time together as “beautiful,” and it was clear he had become a big part of her life.
The Pain of Losing Him
When Victoria talked about losing Bon, she explained how much it broke her heart. She said the first months after his passing felt like her mind was shut off, and she struggled to process anything. The grief was not only emotional — she said it felt like a physical pain. Her honesty showed just how deeply she loved him and how much she is still healing.
Why Diving Became Too Hard for Her
Even though the ocean was the place where she and Bon first connected, it became impossible for her to return. Victoria said she stopped scuba diving completely because every time she thought about going back into the water, it reminded her of what she lost. Something that once brought her joy had turned into a painful memory.
Aesha Scott Reacts to Victoria’s Story
Aesha was touched by Victoria’s courage. In an interview, she said she was amazed by how strong Victoria is for joining the show while still healing from such a heavy loss. Aesha shared that if she were in Victoria’s place, she might not have been able to return to work so soon. She believes many viewers will connect with Victoria’s story, especially people who have also lost someone they loved.
Why This Season Feels More Real
Producers have said that Season 10 will shine a light on the real-life struggles happening behind the scenes. Victoria’s story is one example of how the show is focusing on honest, emotional moments — not just yacht drama. Aesha believes that viewers watching from home will see parts of themselves in Victoria’s journey and may feel less alone in their own grief.
Season 10 Cast Overview
Season 10 brings back familiar faces like Captain Sandy Yawn and Aesha Scott, while introducing new crew members including Nathan Gallager (bosun), Josh Bingham (chef), stews Kizzi Kitchener and Victoria SanJuan, plus deckhands Christian Trimino and Tessa Budd. Together, they form a team dealing with both yacht life and personal challenges.
Victoria’s Strength Moving Forward
Victoria’s story shows courage, honesty, and the difficult path of healing after losing someone close. Even though her journey is filled with pain, she chooses to move forward one step at a time. Her openness on the show may help others who are also grieving feel understood. As the season continues, fans will likely see more of her growth and strength as she learns to rebuild her life.
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